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Aquarian Ascension

Warning: May contain coarse language, violence, adult themes, nudity and horror

Name:
Ruthless
Location:
Alone, Edgar Allan Poe

From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were; I have not seen
As others saw; I could not bring
My passions from a common spring.
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I loved, I loved alone.
Then - in my childhood, in the dawn
Of a most stormy life - was drawn
From every depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still:
From the torrent, or the fountain,
From the red cliff of the mountain,
From the sun that round me rolled
In its autumn tint of gold,
From the lightning in the sky
As it passed me flying by,
From the thunder and the storm,
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view.


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My sugar sweet is so obtainable
This behaviour so unexplainable
The days just slip and slide like they always did
The trouble is my head won't let me forget
The Killers, Why Do I Keep Counting?
  
  
 
 
  
Oh let’s bomb the factory
That makes all the wannabes
Let’s burst the bubbles
That brainwash the masses
Garbage, Parade
We knew all the answers
And we shouted them like anthems
Anxious and suspicious
That God knew how much we cheated
Scissor Sisters, It Can't Come Quickly Enough
When your eyes are closed
I hope I'm the man you see
'Cause if not, I want you to know
Tonight I plan to be
N.E.R.D., The Way She Dances
I will not pretend
I will not put on a smile
I will not say I'm all right for you
When all I wanted was to be good
Martha Wainwright, Bloody Mother Fucking Arsehole
You were blessed by
A different kind of inner view, it's all magnified
The highs will make you fly
But the lows make you want to die
Missy Higgins, Nightminds
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow old through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man
Robbie Willams, Better Man
Were you born to resist
Or be abused?
I swear I’ll never give in
I refuse
Foo Fighters, The Best Of You
I am here because a miracle's a whim
It's a flash of glory, it's an empty tin
And maybe might lets you in
Not to save you — but to keep on looking
The Cat Empire, Miserere
Love left me stranded at the station
And the last train's gone by
What was once holy water
Tastes like bitter wine
Bon Jovi, Bitter Wine
If you got a hunger for what you see
You'll take it eventually
You can have anything you want
But you better not take it from me
Guns'N'Roses, Welcome To The Jungle
I'm praying for a miracle
But I won't hold my breath
I never said I was perfect
But can you take me home?
Garbage, Drive You Home
I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Depeche Mode, Somebody
Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery
None but ourselves can free our minds
Have no fear for atomic energy
'Cause none of them can stop the time
Bob Marley & The Wailers, Redemption Song
And you might say it's self-indulgent
And you might say it's self-destructive
But, you see, it's more productive
Than if I were to be happy
The Dresden Dolls, Bad Habit
And I wonder
When I sing along with you
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
Foo Fighters, Everlong
(Now) I'm as brave as the next man
I won't turn and run from a fight
And I could last a million years
If I just get through this night
Styx, Just Get Through This Night
The pressure of this life is so
You can't be held accountable
If you go you go
If you go you go
Tegan & Sara, Are You Ten Years Ago
Still your mind
Still your soul
For still, the fire of love is true
And I am breathless without you
Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds, Breathless
  
I lost all trust in my friends
I watched my heart turn to stone
I thought that I was left
To walk this wicked world alone
Bon Jovi, Something To Believe In
  
  
I can change, I can change, I can change
But who you want me to be?
I'm the same, I'm the same, I'm the same,
What do you want me to be?
Foo Fighters, Stranger Things Have Happened
  
  
Another head aches, another heart breaks
I am so much older than I can take
And my affection, well it comes and goes
I need direction to perfection, no no no no
The Killers, All These Things I've Done
  



"Today is your day, and the only day you have to be concerned about. Yesterday is gone. The only thing you can do about yesterday is repent. There may be no tomorrow."
Spencer W. Kimball, 1895-1985

"Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former."
Albert Einstein, German born physicist, 1879-1955

"Don't be humble, you're not that great."
Golda Meir, former Prime Minister of Israel, 1898-1978

"My loathings are simple: stupidity, oppression, crime, cruelty, soft music."
Vladimir Nabokov, 1899-1977

"You may be disappointed if you fail, but you are doomed if you don't try."
Beverly Sills, US opera singer, b. 1929

"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind."
Dr. Seuss

"Those who are willing to sacrifice essential liberties for a little order, will lose both and deserve neither."
Benjamin Franklin

"People do not like to think. If one thinks, one must reach conclusions. Conclusions are not always pleasant."
Helen Keller

"The power of accurate observation is commonly called cynicism by those who haven't got it."
George Bernard Shaw, Irish dramatist & socialist, 1856-1950

"It is important that students bring a certain ragamuffin, barefoot irreverence to their studies; they are not here to worship what is known, but to question it."
Jacob Bronowski, English-Polish mathematician and biologist, 1908-1974

"If anyone can show me, and prove to me, that I am wrong in thought or deed, I will gladly change. I seek the truth, which never yet hurt anybody. It is only persistence in self-delusion and ignorance which does harm."
Marcus Aurelius

"You only live once, and the way I live, once is enough."
Frank Sinatra, American singer and actor, 1915-1998

"Any intelligent fool can make things bigger, more complex and more violent. It takes a touch of genius—and a lot of courage—to move in the opposite direction."
Albert Einstein, German born physicist, 1879-1955

"It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll; I am the master of my fate: I am the captain of my soul."
William Ernest Henley

"It eats you, starting with your bottom!"

What worse than a male chauvinist pig?
A woman who won't do what she's told!

Two cows are standing in a field eating grass. One turns to the other and says, "So, what do you think of this whole mad cow disease thing then?" The other cow thinks about it and replies, "What do I care? I'm a helicopter!"



They say there is a fine line between genius and madness.
But lines were made for crossing. And rules were made to be broken.



I'm intelligent, handsome, witty, physically strong and so very, very manly. And yes, I also lie. =?
I don't get 'subtle'. I'm bad at tact. I'm useless at keeping in contact. I don't enjoy crowds. Basically, I'm bad at people. But don't let that hold you back. I'm often a nice guy. >_>



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